i am born to be a messy girl. my counsellor had told you before. i belong to the messy side. did you ever listen to what my counsellor say? you always said that whatever you do is for my own good. but wanting me to change to another person, is it for my own good? yes, i did pack my room. i did pack the room till the tip top condition. but so what? did you see what i did? NO. after a few days, it went back to its messy state. and you started to fuck me ard. whats the meaning of this?
what for i choose nursing? partly is for you, bitch! i remembered that day, last day of my attachment, you called me AN IRRESPONSIBLE person. fuck you. you know how many patients said that i AM ONE RESPONSIBLE girl compared to others? fuck it. patients can appreciate what i do, but why not you? someone who is related to me by fucking blood?
you shld feel fucking glad that i am not someone who will argue back with parents. if i am, i am sure that there will never be peace in this family. i have given in alot. did you ever see? all you see good is at the other person.
i am also a human. i have feelings too. you dont understand me, fine. but dont control my freedom. give me my freedom and i can find someone who understands me inside out. you are just one selfish asshole.
if you are willing to listen to my pros. will i hurt myself in the past? if you share more care and appreciation, will i try to stay out late?
i tried to talk to you just now. i took the 1st step. but you? destroyed everything. you vent your fucking frustration on me. you made me feel that, by taking the 1st step is a very wrong move.
well. i think whatever i do, aint right in ur fucking eyes.
