saw this moth*i supposed the spelling is right?* in my bathroom just now. chinese believes that if a moth ever appears in your house, the spirit of a dead is in the moth itself. i am not a religious person but i believe that that moth was my grandmother. why do i believe in such silly belief? because there will hope in me that shes still ard me, looking after me. however, it is
never enough for me. call me greedy or whatever fuck as i admit i am. i need her with me. i need her beside me. i need her to talk to me. i need her to cook for me. i need her everything.
after i finished bathing, the moth was gone.
suddenly, i realised the diff between me and
BB BF.
ahsiia0z - where got clever. i dont think i did well for the survey. thanks. hope you get well soon and plz dont drink so much anymore. better still, quit drinking.
monkey - yuppie. hoping to get well soon. having this 'lump' at my throat.
reb - the doc dont even tell me what to take, what not to take. i am feeling better already but theres this 'lump' at the side or my throat. like so funny. cya ard.
Baby,top. || 9:30 PM
