friday
didnt went to school. went to poly clinic and have a check up for my period. MR SIMON LEE was the doc. he was funny. LOL. he told me that i AM PERFECTLY NORMAL AS LONG AS MY PERIOD IS REGULAR. i asked him if my period was late for 1 week, is it still consider regular. YES, he told me! then he said, DECREASED IN BLOOD FLOW IS VERY NORMAL BUT INCREASED IN BLOOD FLOW IS NOT NORMAL *so gals, if you are having very HEAVY MENSES, PLEASE GO and see a doc*. and this doc was laughing at me when i told him that maybe dirty blood is stuck somewhere inside my body. DUH.
then i went to bf house and revise for my bio science. he was playing his game while i was doing my mind map. damn. i felt so guilty. i felt asleep. bf didnt know it either. muahaha. see. i am so good in hiding myself from sleeping
this coming tues, i am having this theory test/exam/whatever shit. i dont know if i can make. hopefully at least i can pass. *cross finger*
dearest. i have not forgotten that this very day buy 7 years ago. i was at your funeral. i cried like hell. i cried like mad. those tears i dropped for few days, few years are worth. the pain i face may last for eternity. but the love you gave, i know for sure, it will last for life. thanks for everything. i really miss you. i really do...
