Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality.
Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
You are experiencing considerable stress which is essentially the result of on going rejection and hostility. You are in the unpleasant position where offers of trust, affection and understanding are being withheld and you are being treaded with a degrading lack of consideration. You feel that you are being denied the appreciation that you deserve, which is essential to your well-being and self-esteem, but you have to face up to the situation because as matters stand at this time there is little that you can do about it - you feel that you are getting nowhere and the continuous struggle is a lonely one: all difficulties and no encouragement. Whatever you try to say or do is met with continuous hostility and no matter how much you protest you are consistently misunderstood. You need to escape from the situation but you are so perplexed that you cannot find the strength of mind to make the necessary decision.
Perhaps in the distant past your trust and belief in your fellow man was misplaced and you can now no longer accept anything as it appears to be. You are untrusting and you insist that before you commit yourself to anything, you examine the pro's and con's with critical discrimination. The situation has now progressed to one where you are apt to disagree yet not make any form of constructive criticism to every suggestion that may be put to you. As a result you are in limbo. There is a saying that goes 'The past does not equal tomorrow'. Think about it - and let go.
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how true?
4th month is coming soon. counting down. bf has been tolerating my nonsense these few days. last night he gave me some advices. yeahs. thanks bf. i will try my best in not letting anyone down anymore, especially her. hugs. sometimes i just wish that time will stop when i am with you. i wish that whatever you had say to me before, you will do it and you wont break it. hugs. love you lots.
http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/
how true?
4th month is coming soon. counting down. bf has been tolerating my nonsense these few days. last night he gave me some advices. yeahs. thanks bf. i will try my best in not letting anyone down anymore, especially her. hugs. sometimes i just wish that time will stop when i am with you. i wish that whatever you had say to me before, you will do it and you wont break it. hugs. love you lots.