met bf in the morning. went to school together. was smsing with feli. when we reached yishun, we went seperated ways. met jaslin at yishun control station and went to yio chu kang together to meet nadiah. and yeah, we were kind of late for our tutorial. today tutorial was alright. teaching us on how to wear gloves, how to take out gloves when our gloves are stained with blood, how to wear the apron etc. after tutorial, we had our lectures. well, lectures were kinda boring.
then we had our lunch break. but nadiah, jas, 1 guy and i went to the student affair office. on the way there, i saw whee lynn! gees. then chatted with her for awhile. i went to collect my ez link. look so stupid can. then went for lunch. didnt really eat but i bought water. LOL.
after lunch, went back to our lectures again. this time, i was drawing on my lecture notes. lol. i didnt sleep because i sat too near to the lecturer. everything ended about 3.45pm. went home alone. bf was still having lesson. smsed feli awhile and i called my cousin and we chatted for awhile. reached cck at about 4.30pm? took bus and went home.
smoked somewhere near my house. and i went home.
did my homework. came online and do some searching. well. i thought over it already. though i really hate this course. no matter what, i must study hard and get a good, well, i should say, get my BEST results. i dont know what i am saying too.
i dont know if i am stress or what. or am i getting depress again? upon thinking that i wont do well, tears seemed to fill up my eyes. its like.. i am scare that i cant do well.. i dont want to let myself down.. i dont want to let anyone down.. but i am afraid that i cant do well. there are so much things to do. so fast pace.. i dont know. so short time...
