woooo. today i am not working at all. asked not to go because there are not much work for me to do. muahaha.
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15.o2.o7
met bf in the morning. slack at his house. than about 11.40am we went down. he waited for his bus and he went to school. lol. duhs. before that, i was asking bf whether i shld go to work. he said up to me. and yeah. i didnt went to work yest too. and ms goh sms me, telling me to go back work on the 21st. lol.
feli and via called while i was on the way to meet angel. crapped awhile and angel came. went to have our lunch. talked. puffed. crapped. went over to her house to slack. used comp. looked at our photos in the past and we were laughing hyena like that. cant stop laughing. then smth happened to angel but i hope she is alright now. [sis, be urself and u knw whats good and bad for you. you know what you want. whether you will regret a not, its nt a real matter. its whether you are happy or not happy. life is short. be happy and worries-free~]
after that, went back to panjang and met bf. but bf was kinda angry with me. he waited for me for about 1 hour? lol. he thought i did it on purpose. but i didnt can! but never mind, he wasnt angry for long though. lol. hugs! ate at his house. and then off to tower!
being kinda emo over there. thought about CNY. thought about her. sigh. this year is the 7th yr. it has been almost 7 years without her. so fast ehs. bf was saying some sentences which meant quite true. dropped tears. eeeks. freak. i hate crying. my eyes get swollen so easily. my eyes go red so easy. then, i will have this freaking headache. bf tried to cheer me up by making those face. and yeah. it helped. hugs. thanks bf.
mum is at home right now. i dont like. i dont like being at home with somebody else who doesnt really talk to me. feel so funny. sigh. thats life. tmr reunion dinner. i am not even fucking looking forward to this kind of dinner. we eat only for the sake of eating. nt for any meaning. duhs. so whats the diff of not eating?
i hate this kind of family life. bond is not tat close, or shld i say, nt a bit close at all? and have to sit together for such REUNION thingy. one word. lame. yeah. i know. i sound bad. but you know. a family that doesnt share, sucks. a family that doesn talk, sucks. a family that talks is only when either dad/mum wanna scold, sucks. a family that shows attitude for no reason, sucks. well. conclusion. family with no love, SUCKS BIG TIME. lol. okay. not funny.
my family was dead long ago. that was what i can say.
i have great friends. great bf. but no great family.
feli and via called while i was on the way to meet angel. crapped awhile and angel came. went to have our lunch. talked. puffed. crapped. went over to her house to slack. used comp. looked at our photos in the past and we were laughing hyena like that. cant stop laughing. then smth happened to angel but i hope she is alright now. [sis, be urself and u knw whats good and bad for you. you know what you want. whether you will regret a not, its nt a real matter. its whether you are happy or not happy. life is short. be happy and worries-free~]
after that, went back to panjang and met bf. but bf was kinda angry with me. he waited for me for about 1 hour? lol. he thought i did it on purpose. but i didnt can! but never mind, he wasnt angry for long though. lol. hugs! ate at his house. and then off to tower!
being kinda emo over there. thought about CNY. thought about her. sigh. this year is the 7th yr. it has been almost 7 years without her. so fast ehs. bf was saying some sentences which meant quite true. dropped tears. eeeks. freak. i hate crying. my eyes get swollen so easily. my eyes go red so easy. then, i will have this freaking headache. bf tried to cheer me up by making those face. and yeah. it helped. hugs. thanks bf.
mum is at home right now. i dont like. i dont like being at home with somebody else who doesnt really talk to me. feel so funny. sigh. thats life. tmr reunion dinner. i am not even fucking looking forward to this kind of dinner. we eat only for the sake of eating. nt for any meaning. duhs. so whats the diff of not eating?
i hate this kind of family life. bond is not tat close, or shld i say, nt a bit close at all? and have to sit together for such REUNION thingy. one word. lame. yeah. i know. i sound bad. but you know. a family that doesnt share, sucks. a family that doesn talk, sucks. a family that talks is only when either dad/mum wanna scold, sucks. a family that shows attitude for no reason, sucks. well. conclusion. family with no love, SUCKS BIG TIME. lol. okay. not funny.
my family was dead long ago. that was what i can say.
i have great friends. great bf. but no great family.
lol. but still, i am lucky. i have friends and bf who will always be my side.
