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went out with bf. spent almost the day together. met at around 1 plus pm and reached home around 12am. fun was fun. lookng around, trying to spot OLD GANGSTERS. duhs. but in between, i got so angry and he got so angry too. and we quarrelled over one particular matter when we were on the way home. but everything was alright after that. HOME SWEET HOME. reached home, mother talked with me awhile. watched tv awhile. then called bf. accompanied him to talk because no more last bus. so he had to walk home. lol. poor bf. when he reached home, we hung up. went to bath. then waited for bf's sms. after bf finished bathing, he smsed and then he called. chatted awhile. about 2.35am we hung up. and i went to my lala-land.
sigh. samuel doesnt want to return me money. he told me that he has no cash. wtf? he had been dragging so long! before i quit, he already promised to return me bit by bit. but he didnt! duh. is it so hard to get back what actually belongs to you? in the 1st place, i trusted that he will do what he said. but ended up, he didnt. he worked, he has the money. but why cant he just return me a bit and stop giving false hopes? if he cant do it, at least let me know?
going back to the tuition center and work. wierd eh? well, i think i have think through. working at the tuition center compared to working in the XBOX, will be better. saved alot of unhappiness from others and saved alot of naggings from home. well, fulfilling others' wishes is like, fulfilling our own wishes. lol. most pple will prefer me working in the tuition center, then fine. i will continue there.
there are so many thingys which i regret when i looked into the past. causing so much mistrusts in the family. but whatever it is, whats done is done. cannot never be undone. well, i just hope, trust will come back someday.
went out with bf. spent almost the day together. met at around 1 plus pm and reached home around 12am. fun was fun. lookng around, trying to spot OLD GANGSTERS. duhs. but in between, i got so angry and he got so angry too. and we quarrelled over one particular matter when we were on the way home. but everything was alright after that. HOME SWEET HOME. reached home, mother talked with me awhile. watched tv awhile. then called bf. accompanied him to talk because no more last bus. so he had to walk home. lol. poor bf. when he reached home, we hung up. went to bath. then waited for bf's sms. after bf finished bathing, he smsed and then he called. chatted awhile. about 2.35am we hung up. and i went to my lala-land.
sigh. samuel doesnt want to return me money. he told me that he has no cash. wtf? he had been dragging so long! before i quit, he already promised to return me bit by bit. but he didnt! duh. is it so hard to get back what actually belongs to you? in the 1st place, i trusted that he will do what he said. but ended up, he didnt. he worked, he has the money. but why cant he just return me a bit and stop giving false hopes? if he cant do it, at least let me know?
going back to the tuition center and work. wierd eh? well, i think i have think through. working at the tuition center compared to working in the XBOX, will be better. saved alot of unhappiness from others and saved alot of naggings from home. well, fulfilling others' wishes is like, fulfilling our own wishes. lol. most pple will prefer me working in the tuition center, then fine. i will continue there.
there are so many thingys which i regret when i looked into the past. causing so much mistrusts in the family. but whatever it is, whats done is done. cannot never be undone. well, i just hope, trust will come back someday.
