boreddd. leaving the hse soon. lol. took some idiotic pics too and true enough, i look like an idiot. lol. i just miss my long hair. the longer my hair, the less idiotic i am. lol. but i like the middle pic! lol. cool ehs! lol. middle pic shows my side face. i'm proud of my side face but i am not proud of my front face. lol.


feels like its going to rain today. sky kinda dark. hopefully it only rains after i reached the workplace. sucks. eek. work! lame shit. lol. waiting for the poly intake. coming soon. and i wanna get back to school! working life just sucks.
i miss bf. lol. gotta wait till 7pm then i can see his CUTE face. LOL. wanna pinch his face! bite him! beat him! haha. i am a bf ABUSER.
sometimes i find it so hard to smile on my own. maybe i have yet learn to be independent. duhs. arghs. ah! i WANT back my innocence! i WANT back my faith. i WANT back my trust. LOL. the world is just so ugly at times. sickening thoughts. lol.
Baby,top. || 12:54 PM